cause and effect

• alev adlı grubun we live in paradise albümlerinin 4 numaralı parçası..
  
  my introspective caused bad conscience
  selfimposed responsibility too
  i took off your horse blindings, but what you saw was too bright for you
  realize that i am your drug
  now you long for more but now i'm gone
  now you know what i mean
  
  for my despair
  for the mess you made
  for all i laid bare
  for your stupid crusade
  for your affair
  for asses my use
  for not being there
  for your elusive excuse
  
  your compensation did not work out
  with me your world could break into
  but you refused to put me first dear
  my expectations were too much for you
  realize that i am your drug
  now you long for more but now i'm gone
  now you know what i mean
  
  for my despair
  for the mess you made
  for all i laid bare
  for your stupid crusade
  for your affair
  for asses my use
  for not being there
  for your elusive excuse