i'm waking up to us

• bir belle and sebastian singlei
  
  i need someone to take some joy in something i do
  you need a man who's either rich, or losing a screw
  you know i love you here's the irony:
  you're going to walk away intact,
  i think you never loved me anyway
  you love yourself and you love men
  to kiss your arse, expensive clothes, please stop me there
  i think i'm waking up to us, we're a disaster
  you don't want to know me cause you move in
  circles of the brave, where art defines their lives.
  she was the one love of my life, and i let her go
  and if i look like death today, then please let her know
  i never wanted any harm for her,
  i only wanted her to see the beauty of the world surrounding her
  but when she opened up her eyes
  it's much too late, our chance is gone, she's with a guy
  who takes the prize for everything i ever showed her
  digging all the fun because she's older
  i fed her with a spoon, i made her mother smile,
  i helped the kid survive.
  she was the one love of my life, she showed me the road
  i loved her dog, her steady gaze, the chapter is closed.
  i only wanted all the best for her, the best thing was to stay away
  she grew up and she left the rest of us
  and now the understanding's gone
  i haven't changed, how could i? i'm pretty much the same person
  i cannot keep the anger hidden anymore, but lucky for you
  you are not around, my anger turns to pity and to love,
  the season has arrived, the season has arrived.
• kızgın arrrrse deyişiyle hafızalara kazınan bir belle and sebastian şarkısı.anneni bile güldürmüştüm şerefsiz isyankarlığında bi yandan da iyi ki yanımda yoksun yoksa sana acımıcaktım derken kişi yanında olmasa bile sanki onu tutmuş sarsarken şarkıyı söylediğini hayal ettiren tam bir hayal kırıklığını anlatan şarkı.
• muhatabını hece hece itin götüne sokan şarkı.
• direk bir alakası olmasa da yaşananlarla, 2008 yılının tek şarkılık özetidir benim için.