not the strong

• to welcome the fade isimli novembers doom albümünün ilk parçası.
• how many times have i fallen before you
  how much longer can i go on
  to raise to my feet, to try this game again
  i often point fingers of blame
  
  if only my mother knew the real me
  her heart would break, for i am shame
  not the strong man she raised from birth
  a coward, a child, and a scared soul
  
  in my dreams, i can fly away
  and look back through tears of pain
  even if i were to never awake
  i would still have my downtime
  
  if only my mother knew the real me
  her heart would break, for i am shame
  not the strong man she raised from birth
  a coward, a child, and a scared soul
  
  a sweet embrace from honest love
  just won't be enough this time
  if i had the cure, to save myself
  i would then know how you feel
  
  if only my mother knew the real me
  her heart would break, for i am shame
  not the strong man she raised from birth
  a coward, a child, and a scared soul