defeated intellect

• atrocity - hallucinations albümünden bir şarkı.
  
  i left cocaine - going insane
  my first time - i want to try
  i lock the door - i'm really sure
  noe i'm alone - the needle in me skin
  defeated intellect - i lost my mind
  i know all dangers - but i need more
  i inject - now it's too late
  fantastic feelings - coming to ecstasy
  lying in the room - she closes her eyes
  fast faving blood - in her veins
  falling apart - total
  point of no return - shall overcome
  there is no serious reason
  to give ut my decision
  i live my life today
  i give a shit on any corollary
  your body is shaking, freezing, perspiring
  opening your eyes, having reveries
  walls look like ice, cold and glinting
  the shining sun, reflected lights
  you cannot act, you have no will
  controlled my poison, sudenly you scream
  father returns: "get on your knees!"
  breathing heavily - oppressive atmosphere
  whispering voices - in your ears
  having red eyeballs - and a dry tongue
  attack of giddiness - head is going round
  people on the street - walk, rush and speak
  eat, drink, consume - money takes control
  they don't care - about you
  no time to think - to help for you